Time fly by so quickly this week.

Are you insane?! Its so quick until I forgot what happen to me this week!

How many of u out there likes to 'berebut' things with other people? Some people likes it because of the thrill and the adrenaline rush, some people likes to play with other people's head. But I *hands down* DON'T. I like something that I wanna use is there for me to use. Maybe u'll laugh till u pee (judging from my car condition and the messy-ness of my room), but i like things to be in order. Like last month, when I was so enthusiast to do my lab works. Suddenly the rubber glove is out of stock. My lecturer said she'd ordered few boxes of new glove already and its probabbly on its way for the next couple days. I've waited, from days to weeks. Gosh, how I hate doing lab works without appropriate things. I end up buying it myself, which it practically cost me about RM26 for 2 boxes. See.. I rather buy the thing than keeping my works lagging. Last thursday, if according to plan... Wan wants to do her PCR in the morning. So, I agree to use the PCR machine in the afternoon. So that morning, I came around 9am to do extraction for my Salmonella spp. and Escherichia coli O157:H7, and Fiza (Wan's co-partner) haven't show up. Do u know what time she showed up? End up she came around 11.30am! So much for doing in the morning. I was surprise why she (Fiza) didnt start her PCR thingy at 12 noon, but after that Ghopi came. After some hulla-balloo moments bla bla bla (I was so angry, so I was on my headphone and MP3 all of the time) for 2 hours, Ghopi asked me if I know how to set the programme for the PCR machine. OMG? All the hulla-balloo and waiting for Ghopi is because she doesnt know how to use the PCR machine?! Like, sooooo wasting my time. So I jumped out of my table to the PCR machine, and under 5 mins.. her PCR is on the run. Then Wan said "laaa... ko tau PCR ke? asal ko tak cakap? aku ingat ko tak reti" At that time it was 2.30pm and I'm at the top of my anger. These are the things in my head that time:-

  1. Supposely I do my PCR in the afternoon, if she starts at 2.30pm and finish at 5.30pm... and at what time can I use that blardy machine and what time can I go back?! (because my project requires 3.5 hours of PCR and 90 mins on electrophoresis and 30 mins on EtBr plus 30 mins editing it on SynGen - do the maths!)
  2. Oh, slama ni si Fiza tu mcm bagus sgt je... but end up, stupid jugak.
  3. Memang la aku reti PCR, yg aku dok buat PCR run every week tu apa (for 7th time!!!)? Ingat aku bodo sgt ke? (Oi, I'm not that stupid as I look ya know!)
After setting for Fiza's PCR, I just went out of the lab. Hatred just lingers in my head. I couldnt bear to see their faces (even Wan's, tho' she's my bestie) as if I stay any longer in that lab, I might throwing things and perhaps destroy the lab. I dont mind dummies, I willing to teach them. But when it comes to people that berlagak bagus but a dummy and end up menyusahkan I and wasting my time, there's a lot to be hate ya know. If PCR machine is so cheap, I rather buy one for myself. But I'm sorry for myself because the PCR machine is so blardy expensive, I can get 4 of my cars to get one of that stupid machine. Isnt it insane?

That same night, I was so tensed.. I end up chopping off my long hair. I kept my hair long (of course i do some trimmings every 3 months) for nearly 3 years now, only for one purpose; I want to curl it up for the convo. So much for having convo this year. Since I'm not graduating this Nov, I guess no point for me to keep my hair long la. Dont u think? So, without any hesitation, I just go to any stupid salon in section 7 and chopped the hair off. And clearly the hairdresser doesnt know what he/she (omg, how to say this.. its a she-man) is doing. Tho' my hair looks like the cutest hair style in the world that night, remind me not to go the purple salon again!

On Wednesday morning, due the stress and tensed I had last evening, I decided to stay at home in the morn
ing and bake chocolate cupcakes to calm me down. Baking is sorta like meditation - only when I have someone else to clean the mess for me. Thank God I have a very hardworking temporary maid at the moment. Again, baking is sorta like meditation. You dont just throw things in the mixing bowl, u put one by one in order. Then I skip the mixer, I mix it using the wire wisk instead. When i bake, i sorta use all my 5 senses all together; i can see my cake puff up in the oven, i can smell the cake from a far (meaning it's cooked! and i dont even have to use the timer), I can touch the warm puffy cake and I can taste the rich goodness of my semi-sweet chocholate cupcake (yummmy). Hear? Well.. I only can hear my sister shouts "Yummmm sedapnye!!!!" and she's just 1 meter away from me. I feel so calm~!

A lot of cooking I did that day, when my sister came back from school I made her chicken rice for lunch. After lunch I taught my maid how to make kerabu. After the cooking lesson, I decided to go to UNISEL to take some data from the lab's computer (back up just in case i need to lie, later). The sky was grey.. dark grey, and the rain pour heavily like there's no tomorrow. That's the scariest stormy wheather I ever experienced outside. I drove my car as careful as I can. I was relieve when I'm just about 20 meters away from the university. Suddenly, when i'm approaching the university, the car infront of the van that is infront of me stop abruptly, making the van stop abruptly as well and I have to pull the emergency brake. Since the road was wet and descending, my car sorta slide down and BAM! hits the van. Damn! The van didnt damage much, except the steel inside sorta bent and the bumper scratched. But my car... the worst damage I ever had so far! Thank goodness the second I realize my car slided down, I had turned my wheel so the damage only occur only at the half side of my bumper. I'm just happy to be alive. Tomorrow I'm gonna collect my car from the mechanic, I wonder whats the cost like. Damn.

Ever since my accident, I have not gone out of the house. Even my lecturer decided to ask me to pass up the thesis draft on next Monday instead of Frid
ay. Aww.. Puan Rozila is soooo sweet~! Yea, she could be unpredictably blur sometime, but she is nice. As long the student is nice to her and shows that he/her is hardworking, she'll help you all the way as much as she can - even in her preganancies. But if the student didnt show his/her affection to the work, she'll just them in hell. Hahah, that is something unpredictable bout her. She could be quite ganas in that part sometimes.

Have I told u how I hate my computer table... very much?! I have to do my thesis for the next 2 weeks and my books are EVERYWHERE! and since its small and tall and not so solid, it practically rocks when I use the printer. Haih, i told my mom i wanted the big RM170 computer table, but she dont want to buy it because it's slightly bigger and pricier. Haih.. see... we buy small and cheap and not solid computer table, and we get a hulla dancing computer table each time when I print!

I followed my father for his physiotherapy last saturday. I dont know, I can see Hidayat sorta look at me in every other minute... and I saw it thru the huge mirror! Hahahha. But every time I caught him do that, I just give a friendly smile. Haha, clearly he's shy. How cute. Omg, how long will it take for him to break the shy-ness? I bet if this take any longer, till my father can walk properly also he will never approach me. Hahah! But something that I learnt from him, he's ok around kids. =) And thats have a point!

I went to my relative's wedding Sunday. Something that I learnt today, my father is NEVER a good co-pilot. Hahaha. My mom has a quick temper when she's on wheel. So when my father, the no good navigator give wrong instructions... the car will go chaos like more chaos than Kedai Nasi Ayam Pak Mal. Haha, I hope I got neither of those traits. =)

Earlier in the afternoon today, Torai/Tony/Toneq/Firdaus called me but I had my sister answered the call since I was taking my bath. Later after that I smsed him upon why he called me. He didnt reply. Later tonight I've decided to return his call instead, here's the conversation.

Lydia: Hello, wei.. ko call ke siang tadi? Asal?

Torai: Oh, ala.. saje je... sebab arini Sunday. Ok-la, aku tgh futsal nie. Bye~!

It was a short call, but enough to make me stop and think for a while... ada jugak orang call me because it's Sunday.
"Because its freeeee... on Sundaaaaaay~!" (Xpax advert)